Entertainer.

And there she stood, long black hair,
falling all the way to her waist. Framing
those shoulders, and accentuating those
petite little waists....

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For better or worse.
I have a class gathering later on in the day.


I don't know what it is, but I'm kinda apprehensive
about turning up at East Coast to barbeque, with
a bunch of ex classmates from what seems like,
oh so long ago.


The plain insanity I might be driven to, upon meeting
them again. You know, if it's a full house this tonight,
I'd probably go crazy and stab someone to death,
or something like that.



You know, but it could turn out that I'm one of
the biggest disappointments so far, among my class of
2006. You know, for all that I wad doing during School
and for all that I was achieving, I've sprinted 2kilometers
backwards.


Dickwads. Still, it'll be cool to meet up with old classmates
again. Hopefully, by the time I finish work at 4, I get all
the details of where exactly they're barbecuing, when the
barbeque itself starts at 4PM.


You know, they've been the inspiration for all the madness
and insanity that I usde to blog about. That use to give me
such joy to indulge in my madness and insanity and still
come off as superior, and not an outsider.

It's one of those things that I look back upon and sigh.
To realize how my current environment is so cramped up,
and doesn't allow for ya know my creativity to flow.

I can't walk into the room and scream,
'Don't worry, it'll be your mother next.' and get
perfectly humoured laughter no more. I can't eat someone
else's Maggie Mee, without that person whining like a total
bitch to every and any one 'cept for me.


You know, it's these people who know what to take seriously
and what not to, that allowed me to the most awesome jackass
that I could be.


Now?
Now I've simply mellowed into a hardworking, labourer.
Workign with a slary that's below minimum wage, getting
my brain quashed into nothingness. Turning stupid, like
those people.


Class gathering later on, hopefully I get crazy enough
to kill someone. :)


Mellowing's bad.