Singularity.

Pissant.

A remarkably inane post,
about a banal day, that should have never
seen the day of light.

Ghosting along one of the more populous neighbourhood
malls in Singapore, and watching Secondary Students fritter
away time and money, whilst doing the same.

And then it hit me. These past few days I've been going out,
I've been waaaay too generous, I've been tremendously
sedate as well going out, all under the influence of painkillers.
There has been the lack of the agnostic and egotistical self
replaced by the easy going and free spending persona, instead.

You know, now that my supply of meds is out, and the throbbing
on my finger has returned. I'm reminded of what it takes to be
a complete and utter success in life.

I remembered what it took to reach the levels of kick-assery
that was evident while the Lords of The Round Table still convened
talk of feeling up and getting lucky with girls was still plausible.
That was when life really, truly shone. When I was blogging tons
of incomprehensible madness like nobody's business. When I
still had money to waste on $70 Xbox games, like nobodies business.


That was when I was a miserly, wanking freak.

Shat, I had no social life, I had no goal in life, save waltz
through school like a real winner. Now, there's no school
no friends, no people to condescend over.

And you know, now I'm really, really living live as a singular
entity, without any bigger machinamation to steer, with no
real goal save pass the time. All that's left of me is now 60
cents and only slightly more money in my EZ-Link card,
with that double digits .88 mocking me. Everytime I have
to pay adult fare to travel from one end of the Sunny Island
to the other.

And what success is there to a man with a net worth of
$999,435,345.4 (I added 999,435,344 dollars for my ego)?

You know, the only place where I'll truly be appreciated/
tolerated without fear of legal/social/financial reprisal is this blog.

God, I'm determined to devote time to it now.


As soon as my Muse stops screwing around with Cupid
and comes back to destroy my singularity.