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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Whoa... Messed up isn't it?

Whoa, when you read into a book,
you realize that there is so much more than
the superficial depictions that is the cover.

A book that is filled with passion, no matter
how lousy the language is, will always turn out to be
a good book.

A book that is coarse and vulgar, not matter how
well written it is,
will always be coarse and vulgar.

No matter how happy a books' cover may seem,
the author is only exploiting the cover to set you
up for the fall,
when the tragedies of the antagonists are revealed.
Only then, with all your hopes of a happy story,
will the tragic events have a great impact on you.
Tragedies are never nice to read about.

Especially when you know that a friend is experiencing
the same thing, and you can only stand and watch.
why?
Because you lack the power to do so.

I enjoy reading sad stories,
although it does touch an emotional chord within me,
for the sad stories are true reflections of how life is,
no matter how happy the picture is painted, you will
always be able to see the face of the grim reaper in the
reflections.

I see so many people in pain,
yet they are also in denial?
Why do they pray for salvation
when they do not open the door to lead to it?

I see so many friends in pain,
every single one loved,
yet they do not open their eyes to it,
they shut their eyes on the pretense of not wanting
the love.
When in actual fact,
the love they require is the loved that only a lover
can offer,
not one that a friend could.

Why is it that there is unrest they ask?
Why is it they refuse to accept I reply.

It really hurts to see that under the cheery exterior,
the book is actually a tragedy...

Best characterized by Andrew Lloyd Webbers'
Phantom of the opera.

The phantom is all that we imitate,
yet do not admit to being.

But even the phantom opened himself up to love,
and for that he was redeemed.

Why can't other people see that?


For the people who know I'm referring to,
please go sort things out.
If not for yourself, for the audience,
who have so fallen in love with your character,
yet is pained but you nonchalance.
Yet have to finish the show,
you cannot leave the audience with a cliffhanger.
How could you,
as an actor not finish the show?
For is it not said,
"The show must go on."

If you do not satisfy yourself as an actor,
at least know that you have an obligation
to satisfy the audience, who have sacrificed,
to watch you.

Content them with an ending.
Please.
Or you would end up hurting yourself,
and the audience,
no matter how much you deny it, deep inside you know
its true.

At least, satisfy me with an answer,
if you could come up with one that would please
your conscience.

Please, settle things.
Don't leave them hanging.
You people know who you are.
It hurts everyone else worse than you think,
for they all care.

Pax Vobiscum.

1 comment:

SzeAhLai said...

wats ur problem? lolz... life is unfair... if u're meant to be, u'll be together. if ur not, and no matter how u try, tings are jus not gonna work out... well... u mite be referring to me or wateva... but yes, tings are not DAT simple as u told enqi... so... i hope u understand and stop u noe... iz kinda irritating...