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Thursday, October 14, 2010

If Only.

I wish I had better, more meaningful relationships with more people. It's not that I don't try, but one way or another there will be something that comes up that I will not like. I cannot have a meaningful relationship with someone I do not love, because if I share myself with people I do not love what's left of me that's being shared between all these random people is a great big diluted mess, and I shouldn't have to change (much) for people whom I love.

I wish I could like people more easily. But, there are so many unlikeable people at there.

This is why I have very few friends.

2 comments:

Eliza said...

It's normal to have a few friends. A few GOOD friends - who will stick by you, esp. when you are in the valley.

What's the point of having many friends when you can't keep up with all anyway?

Darthsid said...

That's very, very true!