It's been nearly 3 years since I was last properly involved in a romantic escapade in the form of a relationship. 3 years, which I figure is way too long since I've had the good fortune to have a person to revolve my life around. It's weird because I think that the longer that I'm going on without feeling absolutely intimate with an individual the less attuned I am to the fabulous intricacies of human emotion. More recently I've been blasé and harder to please, hardly anything is exciting or brings great big cheery rainbows into memory anymore.
It's quite sad because recently I was introduced this girl by a friend who recognized my ailments and I found that I wasn't in the least bit interested in her. Which is terrible, because oh god if the prospect of booty doesn't even excite me anymore, whatever do I have to do to get fixed?.
I need to get an ipod soon, because if nothing music is a good for passing time and inducing analgesia. Not like, I'm fucking emo or anything, just kinda concerned for lack of concern for anything else.
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