Sticky Sweet.

Which is the kind of excess and the loss of sense of propriety or moral compass or whatever you may like to call it, that I would love to have myself waist deep in. However, I am encumbered by the fact that I have now grown so timid of social interactions that I may never find myself near anything close to what the video depicts.

I also need to remember her name. It's crazy because I can remember how she speaks Chinese even though she isn't, what her colleagues called her, how un-ethnic she looked, what school she's studying at, and that her last day is on the 18th while my appointment is on the 30th 'just to let you know that I won't be here anymore' among a million other little details. Yet, for the life of me I can't remember her name despite having stared at her name tag many times over.