Tired beyond measure. However, it's a feeling that's strangely addictive. Which like a lot of feelings and things that I cannot get enough of, is silly and detrimental to my well being.

Frankly speaking, it's not really okay. But I'm going to go out and pray that I get so tired and feel so rubbishy that I'm going to collapse from exhaustion or something similar. Then I'm going to savour the feeling and meet people. Because social interaction is always good. And, god knows I need it.