Statement of fact.

I am not Malay, even if I have naturally dark skin and un-Chinese features. I weigh 65 KG, but am extremely scrawny because all the fat goes to my face. I am sick, but refuse to take drugs which only treat my symptoms. As a result I'm feeling pretty crummy. I'm beginning to think that mutual attraction is a myth, because if anything I've only known the reverse for quite some time now. I am lovesick and it is extremely foolish. I think I might run out of steam already, which is disappointing because the idea of romance is so captivating.