Heartache.

And I don't mean the metaphorical kind where I'm suffering from tremendous emotion due to a girl and my ineptitude/inability with people. I'm talking about literal heartache, intermittent stabs of pain and all. Which may or may not be related to psychological conflict brought about by long sustained bouts of pining, which is very, very, foolish behaviour.

However, it has been ages since I've been so excitable about. Well! Heck, it's been a a long time since I've been this obsessed, but then again that could be due to the fact that I've been kept at home for the past two months with energy just bursting out of me in multi coloured sprites with nowhere to be channelled.

Then again, my recent run of fortunes could see this heartache land me in the hospital with some crazy complications of the heart. Fighting for dear life, how's that for purpose, unbridled energy? Oooh, this is insane.