It's dangerous, living here in this valley.

On relationships, and people-the like.

It's nice when everyone gets along. Everyone becomes happy shiny people, and the world seems so much brighter than yesterdays, gloomy rainy days. There's a connection. Some may even say that a relationship is forming. For what it's worth, it's a pleasant one. Lines are clearly drawn and roles and responsibilities are clearly defined. Everyone is happy and nobody loses.

Things start to get awry when deeper feelings start to come into play. Hey, I mean, I like you but I absolutely do not want to have a like like you thing starting. I'd much rather be lusting after greener grass, because settling right now would be admitting that my life has really become as mediocre and blah as I've been imagining, all along.


Need to maintain happy illusion.



Or, I think I'll probably be acting out on one of my crazy fantasies. Like running headfirst into a wall and headbanging the wall, untill my neck snaps and erupts into a glorious rain of fire.