Lady Trouble. And I'm Not Even Talking About Menstruation

Damn.

I wonder how the other sad, lonely, losers -who pass off as teenagers- manage to
even survive.

How bloody conflicting.
Haha.

How bloody ironic!
That, after 3 years of resisting I've finally succumbed.
Terribe, terrible stuff.

I'd probbably look back on this chapter of my life one day,
when I'm a golrious old fart,
a glorious rich old fart from clearing out my CPF(hopefully),
feeling up some young nurse in the nursing home,
growing old and having lots of money,
I would be an enigma,
for no one would dare correct me,
because of my age and wealth.

I'll be able to run amok like I've never done before.

I'll also be one step closer to death too.
God, the relief that that will bring.

I can't wait till I grow old.

Back on topic.
After three years of resistance,
I've finally broken.
And I'm in a sad state.
I'm in a damn sorry state now.

No longer sexual around females,
it's finally happened,
and I've turned into an emotional sap.
Thinking too much about every word spoken,
every emtion displayed and trying to analyse every single action.

Damn, t hurts when I try to think too much.
One day, you'll probably see me moping around females just to get their attention.
This is horrible,
and I feel terrible.

It's tearing me up inside and that bloody sucks. argh... crap.
Specifically one female,
urgh.

Complicated crap...
Haha...
I can't wait to grow old..



Now, That' a damn beautiful female
that I would give my ball for.

And I don't care what you say, if anyone remotely resembling Miss Audrey H.
ever talked to me, I would stalk her.
Stalk her till I'm arrested and then break out of jail and stalk her somemore.
I'll stalk her till I die.

Disturbed mind....
Damn.


EDIT: Appears that the image of Miss Audrey H. isn't displaying properly.
Damn. Go search for Audrey Hepburn and see for yorself.