Well, well, well.

I hate it when people bring up old matters.
I hate it when people act hypocritical.
I hate it when people act self righteous.
And I hate so much more things.

But looking back,
I'm glad that I am who I am.

Personality wise.
My set of morals, principles.
I don't think I've ever compromised them.
In fact, I've tried as hard as possible to live by them.

And I'm glad.

Looking at all the people I'm exposed to everyday,
I'm glad I'm not as bigoted or as big as a prude as
some of the people out there.

What kind of people?
Read the list of people I hate above.

Looking at the times when I've gotten really feral with anger,
I realise that I was really being stupid.

Because looking idiotic some of the other people
I know act.

Well, lets say that pitying the fool
makes you feel much better.

And let's just say,
most of the time when people get angry with me.

It's more out of their own stupidity then of a result of
my direct actions.

Why?
They assume.

Assuming makes you look stupid.

Which is why I never assume,
I'd rather face the truth head on
or continue living in blissful ignorance.

When I see all the people who assume that they know
the reasoning behind my actions
then they go all crazy with anger,
screaming, baning tables, causing physical hurt (fortunately
not on me).

I can simply look back and laugh at how stupid I was.

Thinking that these people were actually worth my time to try
and ratify what 'wrong' I might have done.
(none actually, they were victims of stupidity.)
I write to pacify the beast that is within me.

Shit, I wonder what would happen if I'd actually
recorded some of the thing that these people say
and play it back to them.

I wonder if they will take it as meaningful self reflection,
of would they get even angrier with me?

Better not assume the best,
so I'll just ignore them so as not to stir up more trouble.

Why am I writing this?

Probably because I'm a grouch.

But more importantly,
it's because I have been the victims of two savage
displays of rage.

In a short space of 12 hours.
That, coupled with the fact that I had wanted
to break someone's neck myself,
probably motivated me to write this.

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As I said,
friendster is the most idiotic thing I've ever seen,
the shit programmers who took 2 years to get it transitioned
from beta to gold,
should be hanged.

More importantly, the people who need to feel socially
apt by participating in it.

Wait, then I'll be one of the people.
Oh shit.

But seriously, I cannot really bother about my friendster acc.
any more, so If you want to attack me there or whatever,
hmm, ignoring people is quite easy, I must say.

NOTE: I have not updated my friendster acc. in quite some time,
I only use it as a messaging tool. Feel free to write up about
me on friendster but please not, you'll most probably
not be taken seriously.

Post Script:
If you're reading this, Han Yang, as I know you probably will,
please don't start assuming again. This article is not exclusively
about you. No one person is able to irk me so much.
No one you know anyway.