So it begins.

I've always wanted to use a heading like that.

So it begins.
Hmm.

It's nearly 8 am in the morning and I feel
the compulsive need to blog.

Now that I've had almost one hour to collect my thoughts,
I've finally realised that I desperately need a psychiatrist.

This blog from back has evolved from simple rantings,
about my daily life to simple hating of everyone and everything.

I have become something that society will never acknowledge,
from a lowly person,
trying to fit in.

A monument of all my sins,
compounded together to form and entity
which people will always despise.

I can't say I'm hating myself much though,
the New Year has not brought much in way of
physcial benefits,
instead throught ot the process of the passing of years
(whatever significance that might hold)
I have begun to analyze more efficently,
and in some ways understand.

What I have seen,
I will never personally relate,
What I have experienced I will probably forget,
but as long as I still stand and am able,
I will still write as my body will allow me,
to fill this blog with all that comes to mind,
keeping a record,
of how I think,
How I might have behaved in this period of time.


Note:
Not blogging for nearly 5 days does that to me,
I am Jack Ass and always will be,
unfortunately whenever I blog it turns out that I always
deviate from what I planned to blog.
Which is why my blog wil never be great,
It might border on good, but never great.

I haven't written a piece like that in a long time.
One where I sound like a fucking hopeless romantic,
let's hope I never write like this again.