I'm a horrible person.

You should have known that by known.
Why the hell do you still come
with all these bullshit expectations of me
being some kind of 'fun person'
who'll entertain you,
and take whatever bullshit you want to unload?

That's just fucked up.
Very simply,
I ignore people.

That's somethign I have trained myself to do.
Put on a blank face, look straight ahead, walk on.

I don't like greeting people whom I barely speak to
in person.
Which is why you'll see me ignoring most people
I speak to on the net.

Why?
Emotional entanglements are fucking confusing.
Living in ignorance is so much better.

Getting into 'relationships' are too fucked up.

-break-

Shit,
she took that two pieces of paper.
I think I might have got her upset.
Shit,
this is why I hate it when people try to read my musings.

If I refuse to allow you to read it,
its probbably not nice.

Shit, she's took te papers and ignoring me.

Shit,
1 snickers and 1 mars bar within 5 minutes,
gives you a high good enough to get a grip to yourself.


Shit,
this is fucking confusing.