I'm going to wallow in self pity...

FUCK!
FUCK!
FUCK!

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Sorry, for the out bursts...
I'm giving up on geography.
Dude,
seriously.

There's all these expectations, that I would score well
(well I WAS one of the only 2 A1s in sec 2 express last yr)

God, this year, I've been failing over and over again.
Really stupid,
no matter how hard I've tried still failed.

Shit,
its not worth it is it?

Goodness knows, I've tried doing all I could
but it seems that my geography is still stuck in the pits.

I'm not one to normally criticise unconsrtuctively,
but,
I have to in this case.

Ms Teo Sucks.
She Sucks as a geography teacher.
She cannot teach to save her own family.

Have you ever seen a teacher who continues talking,
as if the class was enraptured by her speech,
when in fact half the clas is falling asleep?!?!?

OMFG!
She actualyl believes that teaching when the class is quiet
(due to the fact that people are dozing off)
is effective.
FUCK!
I cannot stand the way she teaches her geography,
and she just dosent see that the rest of the class
is damn disinterested can she?
She simply goes on rambling
untill the bell rings,
and even then refuses to stop.

OMFG!
What is wrong with her?

God then when the results turn out so badly she blames herself,
damn.
Pointing fingers isn't going to help.
Change the way you teach!

Fuck,
I'm so fucking pissed that I cannot even write properly.
Shit.
Cannot control my thoughts properly
to put them down in coherent print.
Shit, I'm just rambling.

Shit,
i know I've fucked up for the end of year exams.
I'm probably going to fail every subject except for english.
I don't know how I would face my parents this way.
God,
ppl said that getting into 3A was a blessing.
instead its turned out to be a curse.
We've got the strictest teachers,
and also some of the most inefficent,
I'm not saying that our teachers aren't brilliant people,
most of them are.
But as teachers they are so bloody ineffective.
They just fucking suck.
And the worst thing is that they can't tell that
they suck!

Then they run around with these damn fool
high expectations of the students,
jsut because we're the elite bunch.
3A.
Shit.
It's been more of a curse then a blessing.
Crap,
you notice all the other teachers who are much more
effective have all been posted to other classes.

Stupid really.
My greatest regret?
Chosing a damn fooled class,
Where the damned fool teachers,
have Damn fool expectations,
when they bloody hell
can't perform themselves.

God, I just wish they would die.
Better yet.
Take me instead.

I am the puppet that has amused so much.
Yet been satisfied so little.
Have a heart,
Take mine.