Damnit.

Yes,
I'm going to address a post I had made previously.
I had been so full of rage,
and in that blind rage I had insulted one of the most
hardworking teachers in my school.
Yes,
I'm talking about Miss Teo.
Although My opinions still stand,
I definitely feel that my attack on her was unwarranted.
True,
I'm not going to take the post down.

What for?
Defeats the purpose of keeping a 'journal'
when you only drown your the journal in self pity,
and remorse.

So I will leave that post on,
As a self reminder on how blind passions can make
you do regrettable things.

I'm feeling even more horrible,
Now that I've found out that Miss Teo would be
absent for the next two weeks for some major illness.

Mrs Chong wouldn't say what.
But I feel horrible at attacking her now.
Stupid
Stupid
blind passions.
Unbridled
Unchecked.
fool.

Stupid Yi Xiang had to gloat when Mrs Chong Announced
that Miss Teo was sick.
Fucking bastard,
I hope he rots in hell.

Wishing a speedy recovery to Miss Teo.


Pax Vobiscum.

Deluded and deranged.
Living off my emotions.
Not my rationale,
i do not know what to do.