Human nature...

Damn, when you discover it...
Fidn out that it really is ugly...
Bloody disgusted...
What am I refering to?

Stupid, stupid incident

Fahking hell....
Got knocked on the head by the door latch...
By my 'friend'...
Gracious....
That wasn't so bad...
Cause the physical pain was nothing..
It was a sudden hit on the head...

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Strangely it diddn't feel as pain as it should.
Hmmm,
must have developed a hight threshold for
dull pains...
Cannot take it when I get cut though...
The combination of blood flowing,
and the sudden shock....
But mainly the blood.
Gets me feeling damn week...
Oh my god....
if I were to commit suicide, I don't think I will ever
slit my wrists....
Jumping down the 12th story is simply more
thriling...
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Well, what happened afterwards was simply
disgusting.
My supposed 'friend'
Instead of enquiring how I was,
or apologising...
Simply ran away like the little fuck that he is...
Oh my god...

That goes to show what kind of person he is...
Disgusting fool...
Running away, to avoid my wrath,
Covering his own butt instead...

That is simply disgusting....
I wonder,
How would you trust your life to someone l
ike that?
If you were in the trenches and your '
buddy'
simply ran away, leaving you to fend
for yourself,
after you got hit by a bullet?
Covering his ass first...
If it was a stranger,
I would have no qualms about it...
But when a friend abandons you like this to
cover his own butt?

I'm simply disgusted.