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You know, I've held on to a crush for five years.

Which would sound ridiculous if you didn't know me. I mean, I guess it would sound ridiculous even if you did, because people who know me, usually get to know the person who is very practical in his relationships with people.


But that's only because I usually don't care enough about people for them to matter. Caring about people and things, usually requires some sort of brilliance as well as a guarantee that I will not be disappointed; because I deal with disappointment very badly.

And well, the last time I discovered another individual that I felt strongly enough for was about five years ago. Well, I still feel the same five years on. However, nothing is ever going to come of that. Which is, depressing.



Oh, and so melodramatic.