Oh no. Calamity!

Oh hi! What, you mean I didn't reply to your numerous messages? Oh no! I hope your feelings are affected. It certainly wasn't my intention. You know, I do this for pretty much everyone else so it's not something specific that I have against you. It's just one of those things. Iffy, like WHERE THE HELL DO ALL THESE ANTS COME FROM!?

Have Mana Potion? (finale)

DO NOT HAVE!

Mana Top Up Please.

Have mana potion?

Exile.

And as I begin considering ending this exile of sorts, I need to come to terms with the fact that it has been in no way beneficial to my self. I am now more selfish, anti social, ill tempered and awkward around strangers. Oh boy. I have a lot of catching up to do. I have to figure out how to stop this thing from continuing to affect my brain. Perhaps I need a breath of fresh air, and possible something that brings joy back into my life.

A passion, perhaps. Something that will positively char the cockles of my heart.

Advertorial.

Boy, 20 seeks an intimate relationship; physicality is a plus- but only applicable to the fairer sex. Both sexes may apply. Needs to be able to commit/sacrifice copious amounts of personal time/space. Intelligence is a must if not, must possess (in large amounts), passion or self awareness. Must be open minded. Relationship needs to be co dependent. Must enjoy long periods of doing nothing in particular. Ability to appreciate (any) art form particularly music, theatre, movies or literature is extremely advantageous. Older women are encouraged to apply.

Let's all go completely batshit and have a very public break down... Together!

Hello, Hello. Sunshine and rainbow, hello.

Sometimes when I get the chance to think, I manage to think up of a million things to say on this blog. Then, when I finally get back and turn on the computer, I realise that many of those thoughts would be too bleak to be shared.

That is when I decide to retreat back into my quiet little corner and stay silent.


Such are these unhappy times.